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What's on your heart and mind today?

 in response to katrina1956...   THANK U, KAREN. I REALLY APPRECIATE IT. I DO BELIEVE IN GOOD THINGS COMES TO THOSE WHO WAIT... JUST FEELING LIKE IT'S TAKING FOREVER... I JUST NEED TO HAVE MORE FAITH AND PRAY MORE. AT TIMES I WANNA GIVE UP ON GOD BUT I KNOW IT'S THE DEVIL'S WORK MAKING ME THINK NEGATIVE! I WILL PRAY FOR U AND YOUR FAMILY AS WELL.... TAKE CARE AND GOD BLESS!
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FEELING LIKE A BUM!

I FEEL DOWN TODAY. FEEL LIKE I'M A FAILURE TO THIS WORLD. SOMETIMES I WISH I WOULD DIE OR EVEN ASK GOD WHY WAS I EVER BORN? IF I DIDN'T HAVE THREE KIDS, I WOULD'VE LOST IT A LONG TIME AGO. THEIR FATHER IS PLAYING FAMILY MAN WITH ANOTHER WOMAN FOR THREE YEARS AND I AM MOM AND DAD TO THEM NOW. I LOVE MY KIDS AND WILL FOREVER PUT THEM BEFORE MY NEEDS ANY DAY... BUT, I JUST FEEL LIKE A "NO BODY". TIRED OF STRUGGLING! TIRED OF WAITING ON MIRACLES. I HAVE BEEN SO GOOD TO SO MANY PEOPLE AND HAS HELPED SO MANY PEOPLE. TIL THIS VERY DAY I STILL HELP IF I CAN.... CLINICALLY DEPRESSED! GAINING WEIGHT. MY HEAD IS DOWN INSTEAD OF UP. FEELING LIKE I AM NOT THE SAME PERSON I WAS BEFORE. FEELING LIKE I HAVE NO ONE! TIRED OF STRUGGLING... I WAS BROUGHT UP IN A PENTACOSTAL HOME. AND RECENTLY I'VE BEEN FEELING LIKE THERE IS NO GOD.

IT'S NOT LIKE I'M ASKING GOD TO HELP ME AND GIVE ME THE BEST? I HAVE ALWAYS BEEN ONE THAT APPRECIATED HAND ME DOWNS. I DON'T CARE ABOUT NAME BRANDS! I JUST WANNA MAKE MY KIDS HAPPY. THE PAST THREE SUMMERS WERE THE WORST FOR MY KIDS BECAUSE I COULDN'T EVEN TAKE THEM OUT BECAUSE I WAS SO BROKE. NO TRAVELING MONEY. NO MONEY FOR ICE CREAM. NOTHING. IT'S SO EMBARRASSING!

FOR SCHOOL CLOTHES I HAD TO BORROW MONEY TO BUY MY KIDS CLOTHES... AND I DON'T CARE CAUSE THEY DESERVE IT AND THEY ARE MY WORLD, BUT, I OFTEN GET SAD BECAUSE I HAVEN'T BOUGHT MYSELF ANYTHING IN TWO AND A HALF YEARS. I HAVE ONE PAIR OF PANTS THAT I PUT ON EVERYDAY WHEN I GO OUT (ASIDE FROM MY PJs FOR MY HOUSE). AND SINCE I'VE BEEN DEPRESSED, ALL I DO IS STAY HOME ALL DAY BECAUSE I AM BROKE AND HAVE NO CLOTHES....

I WISH I CAN TAKE MY KIDS TO THE MOVIES. I WISH I CAN TAKE EM OUT FOR DINNER. I JUST WISH I CAN SHOW THEM A GOOD TIME RATHER THEN ALL OF US BEING STUCK IN THE HOUSE.... I'M EVEN CONSIDERING SEEING A PSYCHIATRIST.

I'M CURRENTLY A STAY AT HOME MOM. I RECEIVE PUBLIC ASSISTANCE BUT IT'S NOT HELPING. I THANK GOD THAT WE HAVE A ROOF OVER OUR HEADS AND FOOD! BUT, NO CLOTHES, FURNITURE'S, ETC...

I WISH I CAN WORK BUT I CAN'T. MY SON IS AUTISTIC AND I WORRY ABOUT HIM A LOT. HIS FATHER USED TO HELP ME WITH HIM BEFORE BUT EVER SINCE WE BROKE UP THREE YEARS AGO-HE ABANDONED THE KIDS AS WELL.

I JUST FEEL WORTHLESS!
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secret life   in reply to SysBot   on

What's on your heart and mind today?

I FEEL DOWN TODAY. FEEL LIKE I'M A FAILURE TO THIS WORLD. SOMETIMES I WISH I WOULD DIE OR EVEN ASK GOD WHY WAS I EVER BORN? IF I DIDN'T HAVE THREE KIDS, I WOULD'VE LOST IT A LONG TIME AGO. THEIR FATHER IS PLAYING FAMILY MAN WITH ANOTHER WOMAN FOR THREE YEARS AND I AM MOM AND DAD TO THEM NOW. I LOVE MY KIDS AND WILL FOREVER PUT THEM BEFORE MY NEEDS ANYDAY... BUT, I JUST FEEL LIKE A "NO BODY". TIRED OF STRUGGLING! TIRED OF WAITING ON MIRACLES. I HAVE BEEN SO GOOD TO SO MANY PEOPLE AND HAS HELPED SO MANY PEOPLE. TIL THIS VERY DAY I STILL HELP IF I CAN.... CLINICALLY DEPRESSED! GAINING WEIGHT. MY HEAD IS DOWN INSTEAD OF UP. FEELING LIKE I AM NOT THE SAME PERSON I WAS BEFORE. FEELING LIKE I HAVE NO ONE! TIRED OF STRUGGLING... I WAS BROUGHT UP IN A PENTACOSTAL HOME. AND RECENTLY I'VE BEEN FEELING LIKE THERE IS NO GOD.

IT'S NOT LIKE I'M ASKING GOD TO HELP ME TO GIVE ME THE BEST? I HAVE ALWAYS BEEN ONE THAT APPRECIATED HAND ME DOWNS. I DON'T CARE ABOUT NAME BRANDS! I JUST WANNA MAKE MY KIDS HAPPY. THE PAST THREE SUMMERS WERE THE WORST FOR MY KIDS BECAUSE I COULDN'T EVEN TAKE THEM OUT BECAUSE I WAS SO BROKE. NO TRAVELING MONEY. NO MONEY FOR ICE CREAM. NOTHING. IT'S SO EMBARRASSING!

FOR SCHOOL CLOTHES I HAD TO BORROW MONEY TO BUY MY KIDS CLOTHES... AND I DON'T CARE CAUSE THEY DESERVE IT AND THEY ARE MY WORLD, BUT, I OFTEN GET SAD BECAUSE I HAVEN'T BOUGHT MYSELF ANYTHING IN TWO AND A HALF YEARS. I HAVE ONE PAIR PF PANTS THAT I PUT ON EVERYDAY WHEN I GO OUT (ASIDE FROM MY PJs FOR MY HOUSE). AND SINCE I'VE BEEN DEPRESSED, ALL I DO IS STAY HOME ALL DAY BECAUSE I AM BROKE AND HAVE NO CLOTHES....

I WISH I CAN TAKE MY KIDS TO THE MOVIES. I WISH I CAN TAKE EM OUT FOR DINNER. I JUST WISH I CAN SHOW THEM A GOOD TIME RATHER THEN ALL OF US BEING STUCK IN THE HOUSE.... I'M EVEN CONSIDERING SEEING A PSYCHIATRIST.

I'M CURRENTLY A STAY AT HOME MOM. I RECEIVE PUBLIC ASSISTANCE BUT IT'S NOT HELPING. I THANK GOD THAT WE HAVE A ROOF OVER OUR HEADS AND FOOD! BUT, NO CLOTHES, FURNITURE'S, ETC...

I WISH I CAN WORK BUT I CAN'T. MY SON IS AUTISTIC AND I WORRY ABOUT HIM A LOT. HIS FATHER USED TO HELP ME WITH HIM BEFORE BUT EVER SINCE WE BROKE UP THREE YEARS AGO-HE ABANDONED THE KIDS AS WELL.

I JUST FEEL WORTHLESS!
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PLEASE HELP ME AND MY THREE KIDS. I'M NOT ASKING FOR MUCH. JUST ENTERTAINMENT FOR MY KIDS...

JUST TRYING TO KEEP MY HEAD TOGETHER FOR THE SAKE OF MY KIDS... HOPEFULLY GET THE ADVICE AND RESOURCES I NEED TO HELP ME AND MY KIDS DURING THIS DIFFICULT TIME. FOUND THIS SITE ON GOOGLE WHEN I WAS SEARCHING FOR SOME KIND OF HELP AND/OR DONATION. I'M A SINGLE MOM OF THREE BOYS THAT I LOVE AND ADORE. ALTHO WE DO HAVE A ROOF OVER OUR HEADS AND FOOD, IT'S STILL A STRUGGLE. WE NEED CLOTHES AND FURNITURES. WE DON'T HAVE MONEY TO GO OUT BECAUSE MONEY IS SO TIGHT SO WE STAY STUCK AT HOME BASICALLY DOING NOTHING. IF ANYONE CAN PLEASE HELP US WITH CLOTHES, FURNITURES AND EVEN BOARD GAMES-ANY KIND OF ENTERTAINMENT WE CAN USE TO STILL HAVE A GOOD TIME AS A FAMILY INSIDE THE HOME SINCE WE DON'T HAVE ENOUGH TO GO TO THE MOVIES, TO EAT OUT LIKE A FAMILY WILL BE ACCEPTED AND DEEPLY APPRECIATED. I JUST WANNA SEE MY KIDS HAPPY!

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